I once read in Austin Kleon's "Show Your Work!" about Roger Ebert losing his ability to speak due to illness. He was always a writer, he was likely a writer first before he played the part of obnoxious, pendant, blow-hard on the WGN show. So when he lost his voice, he turned his writing dial all the way to 11. The guy communicated on an extraordinary level. He knew his time was short and he had stuff to say.
He wrote about movies ('natch) but also about conversations with actors. He wrote about food, including his ode to Steak 'n Shake, growing up, waiting in line at the grocery store, and his inevitable death. It was voluminous.
I'm going to attempt that here. I also read that "if your work isn't online: it doesn't exist."
To start, I thought I would just list off things that I like. Some have no explanation necessary. Others will require a whole separate post just to fully flesh it out. Some are probably in-between…
Like buying domain names. This one likely needs only a little context. I like playing with words. I like also doing my "DJ" voice. Sometimes while playing with words, if I really like the way they sound, I drop into my DJ voice and then a "dotcom" on the end and finish with a flourish or perhaps a tagline of some made-up business in my head. When my runaway imagination is now full tilt, I scamper to my web registrar and snatch up said domain.
I then imagine business models, product lines, advertising campaigns, and email addresses. Oh and logos! I love logos. Oh and tee shirts, after all what good are logos if you can't put them on a tee shirt?
Eventually, the bloom is off the rose. I've spent a few bucks and a couple of days daydreaming, all for naught. Next thing I know I have close to 40 domain names in my possession… So there's that.
Now I am full of loathing at my wanton capitalist yearnings. I reject capitalism. This site is ostensibly about my art, but also an attempt to offer sane alternatives to capitalism.
I'll also post my efforts to become a more visual artist. Scribbles, sketches, building things, painting, etc. I'm very nervous about this. My anxiety about being "out there" exposed and vulnerable is sky high. But, it's not like anything earth shattering. I'm not performing rocket surgery live in front of a studio audience or anything. My sketches are embarrassing, but you cannot die of embarrassment as far as I am aware. And, I will die someday anyway.
As an aside: I owe this particular piece of anxiety to Austin Kleon. If you haven't read his books, I recommend them. They are quick reads, but also allow you, the reader, space to contemplate and make value judgements about your life and the advice or guidance that he is espousing. Start with "Steal Like an Artist", then finish with "Show Your Work!" <- this is the one that brought on my current state of mental anguish. (austinkleon.com)
Time passes regardless of what I do or don't do. Might as well document and have something to look back on.
My typical MO has been to write sardonically about things that irk me. I would say "things I hate", but sometimes I fail to find the humor in things I hate, so really my writing in the past has been more about things that piss me off while realizing that me being pissed off about it is ultimately silly. So, I'm switching it up.
I'm going to write about things I like. This post will serve as a jumping off point. My art will be an exploration, as will my writing. The list is really for my reference only, but if anyone is reading this it might give you some insight as to what lay ahead. It's not conclusive or exhaustive — it was an afternoon of free thinking about stuff I like.
"hic sunt dracones"
— Hunt-Lenox Globe
… anyway, here's the list. I've attempted to organize by some sort of phylum.
Misc (21)
- Legos
- domain names
- maker culture
- Modge Podge
- urban archaeology (thrifting, antique stores, estate sales)
- air conditioning
- feeling melancholy
- sitting on the porch
- stoicism
- paper airplanes
- candles
- having no place to be
- being early
- leaving before my welcome is wore out
- feet massages
- Wichita
- six degrees of separation
- the idea that we are all made of the same star stuff
- the sound of crickets and frogs
- sitting at the bar
- using something commercial grade for my own use
Food (17)
- Mexican restaurants
- Felipe's (Wichita, KS — west side)
- La Huerta (Fayetteville, AR — by the strip club)
- cake and ice cream
- fried eggs over easy (on something — toast, potatoes, biscuits, pancakes, hash browns)
- beans
- rice
- sushi
- steak (medium rare)
- cheeseburgers (medium rare)
- tarts (aka pie)
- coffee
- bourbon
- crepes
- macarons
- breakfast for dinner
- catfish and hush puppies
Music (15)
- The Police
- Guitar Noir by the Aqua Velvets
- Surf rock
- k.d. Lang
- Chris Isaak
- Tom Waits
- Charley Crockett
- Queens of the Stone Age
- Chris Cornell
- Gipsy Kings
- Beastie Boys
- classic audio gear
- vinyl records
- live music at small venues
- live piano music in my home
Vehicles (13)
- bicycles
- bike rides in cities
- motorcycles
- building motorcycles
- driving (but not traffic)
- classic cars
- hot rods
- scooters
- electric bikes
- custom builds
- motorcycle shows
- motorcycle races
- being in a boat on the water
Books, Reading, Writing (12)
- Mark Twain
- Hunter S. Thompson
- reading
- writing
- books
- Raymond Chandler
- Ursula K. Le Guin
- street art
- zines
- creative workshops (blacksmith, woodworking, ceramics, drawing, painting)
- libraries
- used book stores
Movies, TV, Comics (11)
- Marvel comics (Daredevil, Ghost Rider, Moon Knight)
- Conan graphic novels from the 70s & 80s
- Quentin Tarantino movies
- Joel and Ethan Coen movies
- Fight Club
- Sergio Leone's spaghetti westerns with Clint Eastwood
- Dead Man
- La Perdida
- Barrier
- Hellboy
- Rocky Horror Picture Show
- Blade Runner
Nature & Outdoors (9)
- walks in nature
- bird watching
- cool sunny days
- campfires
- watching clouds
- sound of running water
- hiking
- lights of a city at night
- junk yards
Animals (5)
- Underground underdogs (ah-ha! gotcha)
- cats
- dogs
- elephants
- houseplants
People & Eccentrics (5)
- George Carlin
- Mitch Hedberg
- Bill Hicks
- apparently — dead comics
- eccentrics
- being the only one to laugh at something
Style (4)
- hats
- jackets
- black v-neck tee shirts
- zero-drop shoes
Learning & Teaching (3)
- being able to use $10 words
- learning
- teaching someone and "seeing" the light switch go on in their head
Other (9)
- naps
- drumming
- art
- 50s diners or greasy spoons
- Mexico
- cooking
- seeing plane lights in the sky at night
- alliteration
- that time after the sun goes down, but it's still light out
After living with this list for a moment, I think most will turn into a quick post. Some will be fan letters. Others will be a learning opportunity for me to delve into something I love and find out more about. The rest will set here, unwashed, but not unloved.